我也不想酱子....

过了几个星期,情况并不如我想象的那样
我也以为我们能够做回朋友,甚至是好朋友.
我尝试以好朋友的身份走入你的世界,但却失败了.
你嘴里说的并不是你所作的.
虽然你在我的身边,可是我总是觉得你离我很远很远.
我们俩都当作什么都没发生过,但事实上我们都知道切实的情况.
你的若即若离让我觉得我在用热脸孔贴上你的冷屁股!!
我也尝试过去忍耐,也许有一天真得会回到和以前一样.
但我错了,这样的忍耐和等待只是让我更痛苦,也许你也很难受.
我真的不想再折磨你,有时候我真得很想问你 : 可不可以不做你的朋友?
我真的不想看到你为我们的事情而烦恼,更不想看到你整日愁眉苦展.
我没有权力要你和我一样整日笑脸迎人,因为每个人的性格不同.
但从你脸上看到的烦恼真的让我很不开心,我想要去关心你,但我已经不懂该从何开始了...
我在你心中也许并不算什么,但曾在你的世界里出现过,我也心满意足了...
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尽管如此,每当看见你的时候,我的心还是会不由地抽动一下...
过去让它过去,回想只会让大家都不开心...
=D

The 6th Kitchen Practical..

the pictures of kitchen practical..
i m the saucier - the person who cook the main course..
the main course of the week is pizza..
my pizza's shape not very pretty cause not round enuf and it look in square.. -.-"


Jared - the most handsome chef...

Me and Marcus - preparing the ingredients for pizza....

making the " skin " of pizza...

Chef Salad

Grilled Vegetable Sandwich

Minestrone,clear vegetable soup

Cream of Cauliflower,Cream Soup

Pizza with Seafood


Fillet of Dory En Papillote
Braised Baby Romaine Lattuce
Potato au Gratin

Pineapple Crepe

Freanch Baguette

My pizza..

Cindy =)

Pao Fong - trying to get the focus

again,Pao Fong and Lai Yin..

I'm the Shadow Killer~~~

Albert.Marcus(With funny face).Wai Leong

Yew Leong..

Pao Fong - she love camwhore too...

i wont stick my hot face on her cold butt anymore!!
热脸孔贴上冷屁股!!!

can we?

can we just act like we dun knoe each others?
actually i dun wish to be your friend...
try to walk into your world is my stupid thought..
i will never try it again..
i am not the friend u wan...
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*i feel like cheated by so many people...

SHE Concert..

went to SHE's concert yesterday..
Stadium Merdeka..
a small Stadium..
no photo..
cause the staffs keep warning us...

For You...

也许很难拥有永远的友情
也许好朋友真的很难找
既然我我们无法控制这一切
倒不如珍惜和朋友在一起的时间,就算是一天也好
就算不能当永远的好朋友,但至少曾经有过一段很深的友情
也许你对所有人都失去了信心
也许你觉得你不需要好朋友
但是你真的了解好朋友的定义吗？
好朋友不是无时无刻都和你在一起的人
而是当你有心事的时候,愿意陪在你身边听你诉苦,甚至忍受你的拳打脚踢的人
他/她会帮你保守秘密或知道你一些不为人知的事情
就算不能当永远的好朋友,但只要他/她不做对不起你的事也没什么大碍了...
少说话不代表不关心,希望你明白
也想告诉你我愿意做那个被你拳打脚踢的人 =D

Assignments~~~

there are two assignment going to pass up next week
Wei Teck come ever my place for discuss and find information through internet
dun know wat to say anymore.
below are the pics :

food and beverage for energy

fight~~

fight~~

-.-" Tuck Seong - watching WWE while we are fighting for the assignment.

Everybody is fighting for the assignment...

everybody is fighting for the assignments which have to pass up next week and next few weeks..
i m trying to complete it too..
but i seem like abit lazy..
recently stay at wei teck there,
asking ppl to swim (not really swim but play water)
asking ppl for dinner
asking ppl for yamcha
asking ppl for pasar malam
but most of them refuse to follow cause they all are crazy for assignment..
i think i have to start it nw..
promise them to finish it this week,
hope i can do it!
=)

p/s : beside that,everything bout gal is over..

Put The Blame On Me

i will never make you cry again
give me a slap if i do it again
put the blame on me
i ought to be the one
i guess i could afford it

This time.My turn

This time,my turn.
finally understand that feeling..
not too bad,
not very pain.
just a lil bit sad..
i can heal myself in a few minutes,even in a few seconds.
i m very sorry make her sad,make her cry,make her suffer..
i never meant to do like that..
i can totally understand wat she feel right now.
cause i face the same situation so many times before..
wat i wan to tell her is :
sorry for wat i had done.
pls dun cry for me.
i promise to never make u upset.
i wan to see u smile like before.
wat you told me touched me.
it was not your fault but mine.
dun worry,be happy.
as i told u before.
*smile~~ =)

*~Life Goes On~*

The Result is Out ; Everything is Clear

I told,
and i get the result in the midnight..
i din felt good from the first msg,
the folllowing msg bring me down,
and finally,
everything is clear...
i failed..
but stil hvent feel the pain yet,
will the feeling come to me when i slp?
or when i was alone?
i no dare to think bout that,
stil thinking how to spend the following days..
give me a big hand for my courage,
and this is the first time i confess to a gal..
and i found out everything is easy when i m not serious,
and everything is so hard when i m serious..
weird huh?
the world is like that,
i have no choice..
wish me luck in the future.. =)


what i would be after this?

being alone in everywhere?

sigh??

sigh with the more kesian face?

let the tears turn around in the eyes??

cry like a gal?

cry like a baby??

become mad and bang my pc?

doing nth everyday,eat,play,slp?

eat and eat and eat?

tell ppl how cham i am by writing on the wall with the blood?

concentrate in study?

let myself be so busy man and forget those unhappy thing?

Hooray for me courage?

or just kosong?live without my soul?

p/s:thank for those who support me.. =D

sorry for make u all disappointed..

Finally,She Found out..

Finally,she found i m weird these few days..
it's not just because of i m sick..
i dun knoe y i just feel jealous when she talk with the others guys..
when saw she was so close to someone,
my heart was so painful.
all these make me mood-less..
and make my world in grey color..
i think i like her..
i no dare to tell her,
perhaps once i told,
we cant even be friend anymore..
sometime i tell myself that watch her from behind olso can make me feel happy,
but wat i want is more than that..
it's hard to discribe that kind of feeling..
she asking me why am i avoid her,
i cant even tell her..
i dun wish to lose her sympathy..
every word she said to me make me alive..
this few days keep listening to sad song..
at night keep dream of her..
but nobody i can tell..
wat should i do now?
nobody can answer me..
i m just let it carry on with its way..

SICKNESS...

i thought i almost recover from my the sickness..
but i m wrong..
2day after runaway from BM class..
think to go home rest and then go for interview v friends..
after bath,i m just like a " sick cat "
my stomach tell me something gonna happen and it prove to me in the toilet for so many times.
after feeding the toilet bowl
i feed my basin -.-"
everything around me like keep turning around..
finally
i go slp..
but stomach keep produce some " fertilizers "
my toilet was so full 2day..
when i wan take the medicine,
i found that it's finish alr. 0.o
wat the...

but one thing i remember is,
i keep dream of " her " when i slp.
i just cant forget bout her.
trying to avoid from her cant setle the problem..
now i just can let it go like usual..
i m weak.. =(

EMO-Ing...

今天终于去了学校,虽然病还没好，但由于今天是kitchen practical所以敢敢去了..
伤风让我的情绪不是很稳定,但我也尽量让自己像平常一样 - 吵死人!!
但是后来就觉得自己真的有点不行了,就尽量喝水让喉咙不会酱痛...
今天的心情真的不好,但我也没太过表现出来,只是在lecture的时候才向朋友吐了一些苦水..
自己也并不是很想向其他人说...
回家的路上也差点被车撞 0.o
公寓的电梯因为有人在搬家而霸着用了,我只好走楼梯咯..
已经湿透的衣服再加上沉甸甸的书包,感觉就像快昏倒一样...
回到家后发现自己没什么想笑,因为平常都觉得很开心的,可是今天老是眉头深锁..
才真的发觉今天的我真的不对劲了....
我坐下来想了很久,想到了心情不好的原因,却无法让自己忘记它...
这种心情让我不想说话,不想做任何事,只想呆呆坐在那里或者睡觉....
希望这种心情能够离开我..
我想笑着过每一天....

p/s: WinJin,有些事是真的,有些事是假的,我虽然吊儿郎当,但也有认真的时候..希望你能明白..
其他人问,你就不必回答他们了..

Photos

i m sick.
nothing to do beside sit in front pc and eat medicine..
the stupig flu make me cant fall slp.
sore throat make me cant sing,
sumbody said these few days was so peaceful cause i din sing.. -.-"
fever make me pening pening..
nothing to do,then i keep checking the photos in my pc..
found some photos that i never think to upload..
seem i have nothing to do,
so come and upload them.. =)


the day before cut my hair..

Alvin seem like going to become the " Purple Giant " XD

keep your step far away from me,i am tired...

nobody will look nice after kitchen practical...

Sightless...

come on baby,i am horny...

this pic make JeeJing feel dying..
she said i am prettier than her.. XD
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Camwhore 1.2.3

1.blur...

2.singh hairt style

3.CHAK!!heehee..

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special thanks to:

Soon Wah - Nokia N73ME

JeeJing - SonyEricsson K618i

Alvin - SonyEricsson W850i

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posted by : ' 'ChaN YE' ' in sick..