Wednesday, January 30, 2008

在没有人愿意让你依靠的时候,我厚着脸皮借出我小小的肩膀...
想让你至少能够好受一点..
而你却还嫌弃我,我还真的是他妈的好心没好报!!!













*在这世上不是每个人都懂得知恩图报..或许他们从来都没有感受过雪中送炭的温暖...我不要求他们报答我,我只希望他们能够给我一个诚恳的微笑,那就足够了...

Monday, January 28, 2008

从前打人时的凶悍,被打时的不堪(狗样),都成为了过去...
现在只求能够平静的过每一天,不会再有任何提心吊胆的时刻,不必担心随时会被袭击...
回想过去的事情,只觉得当时的自己有点幼稚...
甚至怀疑自己当时为何会有那样的举动
当时的年少气盛,爱出风头的性格总为自己带来了很多不必要的麻烦...
常常在事情发生后才来后悔,可是却也于事无补...
直到现在,有时候还是会作出很多幼稚的事情..
时常都没顾虑到后果,总是要别人的提醒才发觉...
想改却很难改掉的性格,只能祈祷有天能离我而去...

Sunday, January 27, 2008

离巢的鸟...

一只在巢里呆了太久的鸟,会厌倦一成不变的生活.
当它得到一个离巢的机会的时候,它不会带有一点的眷恋...
并不是它对巢没有感情,而是想要尽情享受它所渴望或是它想尝试的生活...
可是往往在这个时候,许多不了解它的人便会说它无情...
他们永远都不知道,这只鸟始终都会回巢,只是时间上的问题而已...
当他累了厌了腻了的时候,便自然会回巢...
直到那个时候,它依然和以前一样,只看的事物比较多了,经历也比较多了,看法自然也不一样了....
但那颗心,依然还是一样....

Saturday, January 26, 2008

我 - 废人

突然觉得自己真得很废,讲的话很废,做的事很废,想的东西都很废...
觉得自己根本就是废人一个,从以前到现在,身边的人都说我很废,可我一直都不承认,直到最近比较有真正坐下来静静地想,才发现自己真的废了很久....
几乎没有一件事是值得提起或让人赞赏的...
唯一让人觉得好的地方应该就是永远都像个小丑任人大笑吧?
有时想起来还真的觉得有点累,尤其是在面对很多压力的时候...
平时完全不会想家的我竟然会想要快点回到家?!
也许有时候真的会讨厌自己的生活方式,
觉得自己就像社会的寄生虫,对人对家对社会对国家甚至对地球完全都没有任何的贡献...
超废的...
厚着脸皮伸手要钱的日子不是那么的好过,但表面总是看不出来...
我也曾想过靠自己赚钱,奈何因为一些原因而无法做到....
此时此刻真的不知道自己会废到什么时候....
唉....

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

恋爱不只是为了婚姻

恋爱,是为了补足生活上或心灵上的空虚;
又或者为了让人的日子能够过得更充足;
让枯燥乏味的生活添加一些乐趣...
如果你一开始就认定恋爱的对象会是你的终身伴侣的话,
那你就大错特错了...
因为一个好的恋爱对象未必是一个好的结婚对象...
也许你的男/女朋友在恋爱时期能够给你你所想要的生活,
但你是否想过,如果你们俩开始了一段婚姻,你能保证他/她还能给你你想要的生活或东西吗?
恋爱时期和婚后的生活毕竟是有差别的...
双方的责任将会在婚后加重,因为婚姻是关系着两家人的,它再也不是你俩可以完全做主的...
如果你觉得你还没有能力担起酱的责任的话,
那我劝你还是好好享受恋爱的生活吧!!!
=D

Monday, January 14, 2008

Final is coming... =(

Final exam willl start on thursday..
but since last week..
i din't have any preparation for it..
still watching series;download movie;hanging around with friends..
it's kinda over for a student that had failed 3 subject in last exam..
okies..
exam time,study time.
hope the study mood will come back..
no update for the moment..
=)

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Death of a S'pore actor - M C King


i got the news from the blog of director Jack Neo..
i used to read M C's blog..
and there are many funny post,photos and video clips in his blog..
he used to bring happiness to this world..
but now...
he just pass away with out leaving a single word..
all the people who knoe him was shocked..
this is so unacceptable,but we forced to accept it..
thank for bringing so much laughter for us..

.:.      R.I.P     .:.
.:.  M C King  .:.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

i really don't wish to hurt anyone...

i think i know what is actually going on..
i just don't wish to hurt her...
i can't just straight tell her what is on my mind..
i scare i will hurt her since she so mind in this thing..
sorry if i hurt you...

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

actually,i mind about that..

that scene keep appear in my mind when i close my eyes..
i can't even sleep well...
i can't tell myself what's is going on.
i hate this..
i dun wish to mention it to anybody cause it make my heart very pain..
i just wish to forget it as soon as possible..