You Are Just Jealous Me....

some people is just making his fucking pattern in front of me..
and i knoe that's b'cos they r just jealous me..


and i feel wan to say:
KISS MY ASS!!!
XD

Annoying Me : Learn To Be Silent

i need to keep my mouth shut!!!

yup..
i m annoying..
i knew that long time ago..
but i cant control it..
but now..
wat i saw and i can feel that everybody is telling me :

U HAVE TO CHANGE;
U HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO BE SILENT!!!

i have a "long" talk v Tuck Seong,
and he agree that i nd to be silent in certain time...
i told him i knew it..
ya,i knew it long time ago...
i wonder why i just cant control myself..
i am enuf with this Fucking problem...
and seriously,

* I HATE MYSELF *

i told Tuck Seong that i really need to learn to be silent..
perhap i can be wat i wish to be...
although it's not real me..

tomorrow,
i will stil smile..
i stil face my life as usual..
i believe tomorrow wil be better...
=)

Mask~~

recently my face hving so many " problem " ...
and nowaday boy oso nd to protect and care their face wat..
i knoe it sound girly...
but at last,i stil decided to do " mask "..
Kai Ru was at my house that nite because she wanna do her assingment with my housemates..
i ask for her help and she agree to help me.. =)
well..
i din forget to ask my roomate>Mun Seong to help me take few pics.
below is the pics...


thank u =)

errk...

look weird huh?

it's quite suffer while waiting the time..

i cant lay well...

i keep moving my body..

it's not a good try for me..

After Cloudy Day...

after saw josh and jared's comment..
i realize one thing that i told meself b4....
we dun hv to be together with the person we love..
all we hope is can see the person we love stay in happiness..
as long as the person we love stay in hapiness..
our heart wil feel happy too...


*FATE IS WHAT ALL ABOUT!!!*

what i need to do is keep going with my life,
be happy just like a baby everyday...
less thinking cause i dun wish to hurt my small brain.. XD
and waiting....






waiting...
















not wait for the the time to meet my true love...
but the time to meet the final exam... =)

cheer up chanye!!
=)

Suffering...

yup..
i am suffering...
everyday and nite i am missing her..
but i not dare go toward her and start a REAL conversation v her...
usually i just talk v her few minutes only..
after that no more topic between us...
i can see that she is not interest to me at all....
and this is wat make me sad.. =(
i heard that she has boyfriend alr...
should i give up?
sumbody ask me to give up..
but sumbody ask me to try....
wat should i do?
confusing.... >_<* i said to myself before that i can live without girlfriend... LIFE GOES ON WITHOUT GIRLFRIEND!!!

but nw,
i dun noe..
i really dun knoe that's true for me or not...
i am just....
conffusing....
sigh....
perhaps sumbody or god might give me some guidances....
*********************************************************************************

My 1st Presentation...

i had my first presentation on 3rd August....
which is Hubungan Etnik(a new subject,dun knoe for wat...) presentation..
stil remember that,
when i start wan to find my group,i found that most of the group hv enuf member alr..
it's because i was late in this course..
just left one group that no enuf member yet..
so they accept me at last..
and the leader ask me to prepare bout the " Sekolah Tamil " ...
after few days..
i ask sumone who same group v me,
who are the others group members..
she show me and i found that...
i was the only MALE in this group... 0.o
anyway..
i hv sum pic on that day...

Me-Cindy(black and white)-Pei Wen(Left,black)-Man Ting(Pink)-Lai Yin(Right,black)

another group pic:

From L to R :
Cindy-Me-Lai Yin-Pei Wen

Lai Yin *wearing 3"inch of high heel shoes... pain huh -.-?

Cindy *wear just like a professional ppl.. XD

快乐与伤悲

快乐其实很简单,悲伤也不困难..

简单的一句话,就能决定一个人的快乐与伤悲.芝麻绿豆的小事,也能让一个人忧心一整天...

有人说: "人生短短几十年,应该活得快快乐乐的. "

这句话只对了一半,人是应该活得快乐,但人生却是一段漫长的旅途. 人的一生当中,有很多事情要做,快乐与否,就在于你所作的事情....

我时常都会被别人不经意的一句话而不高兴一整天,或一些事情而大发脾气...

随着年龄的增长,我了解到需要学会控制自己的脾气,以及迁就别人.. 最重要就是让自己尽量每天都活得开开心心....

人们常说: 开心就好!!! 我也是这么认为...

但真得有那么容易吗?有时候,我们逼不得已,就算有再多的不开心,在别人的面前,还是得挤出笑容...

我很少在朋友面前露出我的真心情,因为我不想因我而影响了他们的心情...

对我而言,再多的不开心,只要在睡前躲在角落大哭一场,第二天就没事了.....

总之: 活得开心,才是最重要的!!! 我希望我所有的朋友每天都能活得开开心心!!! ^_^