Annoying Me : Learn To Be Silent

i need to keep my mouth shut!!!

yup..
i m annoying..
i knew that long time ago..
but i cant control it..
but now..
wat i saw and i can feel that everybody is telling me :

U HAVE TO CHANGE;
U HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO BE SILENT!!!

i have a "long" talk v Tuck Seong,
and he agree that i nd to be silent in certain time...
i told him i knew it..
ya,i knew it long time ago...
i wonder why i just cant control myself..
i am enuf with this Fucking problem...
and seriously,

* I HATE MYSELF *

i told Tuck Seong that i really need to learn to be silent..
perhap i can be wat i wish to be...
although it's not real me..

tomorrow,
i will stil smile..
i stil face my life as usual..
i believe tomorrow wil be better...
=)