You Are Just Jealous Me....

some people is just making his fucking pattern in front of me..
and i knoe that's b'cos they r just jealous me..


and i feel wan to say:
KISS MY ASS!!!
XD

Annoying Me : Learn To Be Silent

i need to keep my mouth shut!!!

yup..
i m annoying..
i knew that long time ago..
but i cant control it..
but now..
wat i saw and i can feel that everybody is telling me :

U HAVE TO CHANGE;
U HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO BE SILENT!!!

i have a "long" talk v Tuck Seong,
and he agree that i nd to be silent in certain time...
i told him i knew it..
ya,i knew it long time ago...
i wonder why i just cant control myself..
i am enuf with this Fucking problem...
and seriously,

* I HATE MYSELF *

i told Tuck Seong that i really need to learn to be silent..
perhap i can be wat i wish to be...
although it's not real me..

tomorrow,
i will stil smile..
i stil face my life as usual..
i believe tomorrow wil be better...
=)

Mask~~

recently my face hving so many " problem " ...
and nowaday boy oso nd to protect and care their face wat..
i knoe it sound girly...
but at last,i stil decided to do " mask "..
Kai Ru was at my house that nite because she wanna do her assingment with my housemates..
i ask for her help and she agree to help me.. =)
well..
i din forget to ask my roomate>Mun Seong to help me take few pics.
below is the pics...


thank u =)

errk...

look weird huh?

it's quite suffer while waiting the time..

i cant lay well...

i keep moving my body..

it's not a good try for me..

After Cloudy Day...

after saw josh and jared's comment..
i realize one thing that i told meself b4....
we dun hv to be together with the person we love..
all we hope is can see the person we love stay in happiness..
as long as the person we love stay in hapiness..
our heart wil feel happy too...


*FATE IS WHAT ALL ABOUT!!!*

what i need to do is keep going with my life,
be happy just like a baby everyday...
less thinking cause i dun wish to hurt my small brain.. XD
and waiting....






waiting...
















not wait for the the time to meet my true love...
but the time to meet the final exam... =)

cheer up chanye!!
=)

Suffering...

yup..
i am suffering...
everyday and nite i am missing her..
but i not dare go toward her and start a REAL conversation v her...
usually i just talk v her few minutes only..
after that no more topic between us...
i can see that she is not interest to me at all....
and this is wat make me sad.. =(
i heard that she has boyfriend alr...
should i give up?
sumbody ask me to give up..
but sumbody ask me to try....
wat should i do?
confusing.... >_<* i said to myself before that i can live without girlfriend... LIFE GOES ON WITHOUT GIRLFRIEND!!!

but nw,
i dun noe..
i really dun knoe that's true for me or not...
i am just....
conffusing....
sigh....
perhaps sumbody or god might give me some guidances....
*********************************************************************************

My 1st Presentation...

i had my first presentation on 3rd August....
which is Hubungan Etnik(a new subject,dun knoe for wat...) presentation..
stil remember that,
when i start wan to find my group,i found that most of the group hv enuf member alr..
it's because i was late in this course..
just left one group that no enuf member yet..
so they accept me at last..
and the leader ask me to prepare bout the " Sekolah Tamil " ...
after few days..
i ask sumone who same group v me,
who are the others group members..
she show me and i found that...
i was the only MALE in this group... 0.o
anyway..
i hv sum pic on that day...

Me-Cindy(black and white)-Pei Wen(Left,black)-Man Ting(Pink)-Lai Yin(Right,black)

another group pic:

From L to R :
Cindy-Me-Lai Yin-Pei Wen

Lai Yin *wearing 3"inch of high heel shoes... pain huh -.-?

Cindy *wear just like a professional ppl.. XD

快乐与伤悲

快乐其实很简单,悲伤也不困难..

简单的一句话,就能决定一个人的快乐与伤悲.芝麻绿豆的小事,也能让一个人忧心一整天...

有人说: "人生短短几十年,应该活得快快乐乐的. "

这句话只对了一半,人是应该活得快乐,但人生却是一段漫长的旅途. 人的一生当中,有很多事情要做,快乐与否,就在于你所作的事情....

我时常都会被别人不经意的一句话而不高兴一整天,或一些事情而大发脾气...

随着年龄的增长,我了解到需要学会控制自己的脾气,以及迁就别人.. 最重要就是让自己尽量每天都活得开开心心....

人们常说: 开心就好!!! 我也是这么认为...

但真得有那么容易吗?有时候,我们逼不得已,就算有再多的不开心,在别人的面前,还是得挤出笑容...

我很少在朋友面前露出我的真心情,因为我不想因我而影响了他们的心情...

对我而言,再多的不开心,只要在睡前躲在角落大哭一场,第二天就没事了.....

总之: 活得开心,才是最重要的!!! 我希望我所有的朋友每天都能活得开开心心!!! ^_^

我班...

屈指一算,我转进酒店管理这科也有一个多月了...
但我还不完全认识我班上的同学,对我来说是有点可悲...
毕竟每天都一起上课，连我自己都觉得有点说不过去...
终于在前天(星期三),我的“班长”知道后,就拉着我的手去认识我班的同学,害我尴尬得要死...不过我还是厚着脸皮跟着去咯...虽然我本来就有点厚脸皮，呵呵....
虽然我是一个过动儿,但要我主动去认识人还是有点困难的...不过我一旦认识人后,就会露出我过动儿的本性...
我朋友都说我很吵,可是我就是静不下来,你总不能拿针缝着我嘴巴吧?
如果有一天你看见我静静的,那应该是我病了或很累了...
我承认我是有点（很）吵,对于那些被我吵过的同学,在此我想对你们说声对不起,不过我不是说我不会再吵你们,只是对以前的事感到抱歉而已,你们要学会迁就我嘛... XD
说真的,我还蛮为我班感到光荣的...
除了美女之外,我班的效率还蛮高的...
甚至有些老师还在别班称赞我班,害我们多担心会成为大家的公敌...
那老师也真是的,也不为我们的安全着想....
而我们班也还蛮吵的（相信我,不是只有我吵而已,我只是那个最吵的）,酱才适合我嘛... =)
如果我班一直都静静的,我想我一定会发疯的...
不过我在第四学期就要换去别班了,还真是伤心.... T_T
我真得很高兴在我现在的班,因为听老师说有些班超闷的,都没什么声音....
我也习惯了被隔壁班老师警告了....虽然对不起所有的同学,但我还是控制不了....
哈哈.... =D
最后,我想告诉我班的同学:
我真得很高兴和你们同班!!!
希望奇迹出现我不用被换班
虽然你们都很希望我换吧?
哈哈哈哈哈哈.....

The Differentia Of Male and Female in a Shopping Mall

That's call women..
XD

KHHM 1063 - Japanese Language

Japanese Language is the one of my course's subject...
mayb to others students,it's a easy subject...
just need to hafal the writing and the pronounciation...
but for me,it's soooooooo hard!!!
i hard to remember the writing and its pronounciation...
ph*uck betul lah...>_<
japanese words... killing me....>_<
get 0 mark for the test.. twice..
hehe...

1st hanging out v friends..

since i was study in college,
i hv no much chance to hanging out v friends..
but i got a chance that day..
kinda fun while hanging out v them..
they all are quite.... FREAK!!
=P



T(D)uck Seong,Ivan(uncle),Pei ling and me..


Qiao Ting (aunty),Jenny,Vivian and Pei Ling..

Kara-oK time!

err.. with Qiao Ting,

but...

what's wrong with my hand ah? -.-"

Ivan and Tuck Seong
* Smoking Brothers! *
XD

me and Ivan.. pattern-ing..

aww....

sweeet............

=)

i think my mum too missing me,so she scan all my photo into her pc...
=)


GOSH!!! i was so so fat!!!


Happy Chinese New Year!!
Gong Xi Fa Cai... XD

it's so cooooooold.......... >_<

since i was in college for a few week..
i found that some DK (Dewan Kuliah) is really cold..
especially DK A,B,C,D
and oso DK ABA ABB ABC ABD ABE ABF...

most of them who having lecture class in the morning wil bring a jacket or sumthing can keep warm..
those who din bring jacket..

mayb they wil do like this:

in the kitchen....

i hv my pratical in kitchen every friday..
i was studying hotel management..
so we all nd to learn cooking too...

last week i hd chop carrot.... and the *kubis ...

this week...

the chef ask us to chop/cut the potato and the onion...

my skill suck!!!!

i cant cut the potato and onion nicely...

my dad oso a chef...

i really menyasoikanlah... =(

anyway,

i stil got few pic for the pratical..

hehehe...

this is the style we should cut....
but i just cant make it...


slide it.. slide it...

pattern abit.. hehe...

brand new life in a new place...

after that stupig NS(Nasional Service), i hd started my college life....
1st sem owes hv many free time...
while nth to do,i try to think sumthing to do,but i owes get nth to do...
so i decided to creat a blog....
trying to write sumthing happen in my day...
here we go....
=)