The Result is Out ; Everything is Clear

I told,
and i get the result in the midnight..
i din felt good from the first msg,
the folllowing msg bring me down,
and finally,
everything is clear...
i failed..
but stil hvent feel the pain yet,
will the feeling come to me when i slp?
or when i was alone?
i no dare to think bout that,
stil thinking how to spend the following days..
give me a big hand for my courage,
and this is the first time i confess to a gal..
and i found out everything is easy when i m not serious,
and everything is so hard when i m serious..
weird huh?
the world is like that,
i have no choice..
wish me luck in the future.. =)


what i would be after this?

being alone in everywhere?

sigh??

sigh with the more kesian face?

let the tears turn around in the eyes??

cry like a gal?

cry like a baby??

become mad and bang my pc?

doing nth everyday,eat,play,slp?

eat and eat and eat?

tell ppl how cham i am by writing on the wall with the blood?

concentrate in study?

let myself be so busy man and forget those unhappy thing?

Hooray for me courage?

or just kosong?live without my soul?

p/s:thank for those who support me.. =D

sorry for make u all disappointed..

Finally,She Found out..

Finally,she found i m weird these few days..
it's not just because of i m sick..
i dun knoe y i just feel jealous when she talk with the others guys..
when saw she was so close to someone,
my heart was so painful.
all these make me mood-less..
and make my world in grey color..
i think i like her..
i no dare to tell her,
perhaps once i told,
we cant even be friend anymore..
sometime i tell myself that watch her from behind olso can make me feel happy,
but wat i want is more than that..
it's hard to discribe that kind of feeling..
she asking me why am i avoid her,
i cant even tell her..
i dun wish to lose her sympathy..
every word she said to me make me alive..
this few days keep listening to sad song..
at night keep dream of her..
but nobody i can tell..
wat should i do now?
nobody can answer me..
i m just let it carry on with its way..

SICKNESS...

i thought i almost recover from my the sickness..
but i m wrong..
2day after runaway from BM class..
think to go home rest and then go for interview v friends..
after bath,i m just like a " sick cat "
my stomach tell me something gonna happen and it prove to me in the toilet for so many times.
after feeding the toilet bowl
i feed my basin -.-"
everything around me like keep turning around..
finally
i go slp..
but stomach keep produce some " fertilizers "
my toilet was so full 2day..
when i wan take the medicine,
i found that it's finish alr. 0.o
wat the...

but one thing i remember is,
i keep dream of " her " when i slp.
i just cant forget bout her.
trying to avoid from her cant setle the problem..
now i just can let it go like usual..
i m weak.. =(

EMO-Ing...

今天终于去了学校,虽然病还没好，但由于今天是kitchen practical所以敢敢去了..
伤风让我的情绪不是很稳定,但我也尽量让自己像平常一样 - 吵死人!!
但是后来就觉得自己真的有点不行了,就尽量喝水让喉咙不会酱痛...
今天的心情真的不好,但我也没太过表现出来,只是在lecture的时候才向朋友吐了一些苦水..
自己也并不是很想向其他人说...
回家的路上也差点被车撞 0.o
公寓的电梯因为有人在搬家而霸着用了,我只好走楼梯咯..
已经湿透的衣服再加上沉甸甸的书包,感觉就像快昏倒一样...
回到家后发现自己没什么想笑,因为平常都觉得很开心的,可是今天老是眉头深锁..
才真的发觉今天的我真的不对劲了....
我坐下来想了很久,想到了心情不好的原因,却无法让自己忘记它...
这种心情让我不想说话,不想做任何事,只想呆呆坐在那里或者睡觉....
希望这种心情能够离开我..
我想笑着过每一天....

p/s: WinJin,有些事是真的,有些事是假的,我虽然吊儿郎当,但也有认真的时候..希望你能明白..
其他人问,你就不必回答他们了..

Photos

i m sick.
nothing to do beside sit in front pc and eat medicine..
the stupig flu make me cant fall slp.
sore throat make me cant sing,
sumbody said these few days was so peaceful cause i din sing.. -.-"
fever make me pening pening..
nothing to do,then i keep checking the photos in my pc..
found some photos that i never think to upload..
seem i have nothing to do,
so come and upload them.. =)


the day before cut my hair..

Alvin seem like going to become the " Purple Giant " XD

keep your step far away from me,i am tired...

nobody will look nice after kitchen practical...

Sightless...

come on baby,i am horny...

this pic make JeeJing feel dying..
she said i am prettier than her.. XD
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Camwhore 1.2.3

1.blur...

2.singh hairt style

3.CHAK!!heehee..

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special thanks to:

Soon Wah - Nokia N73ME

JeeJing - SonyEricsson K618i

Alvin - SonyEricsson W850i

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posted by : ' 'ChaN YE' ' in sick..

康乐Pasar Malam...

昨天和朋友去了的康乐的pasar malm
因为没去过,所以就跟他们去看看咯..
刚到的时候已经很多人了,我们就一路往上走...
听他们说这个pasar malam有1.5Km长
我们一面走一面看一面吃...
走到最后的时候,wei teck说肚子饿,想坐下来吃东西,于是我们就坐在一个摊子...
摊子的隔壁有人在摆了一个类似 " 江湖卖艺卖膏药 " 的档子..
我很无聊就走去看咯
原来那个人叫作黄飞龙,是一个推拿师傅来的
他先是表演一些扑克牌的手法
怎知道他突然就叫我去帮他
我也就傻傻的走了进去，一半我也是好玩啦
他就叫我帮忙他变一些扑克牌的魔术还有把扑克牌飚上天空
他飚了过后就叫我飚,我不敢相信我自己竟然也飚到了 XD
可是第二次的时候就失败了,真的是丢脸 Y_Y
然后他就叫我选两支甘蔗用来打他的脚和他要用手来打碎的
还叫我选一粒椰子他也是要打碎的
我随便选了然后交给他
在他讲了一大堆大道理后
表演开始了
他先用手背打碎一根甘蔗
然后让观众看他的手
他的手流了一点血,然后他就滴了几滴他的药水就止血了
接下来他要我用另一根甘蔗打他的小腿
当我拿起那根甘蔗的时候心里是怕得要死
当他叫我打的时候,我用了很大力气打了下去
那根甘蔗马上断成两截!!! 0.o
他依然拿了药水搽在他的小腿上然后就让我走了
他又介绍了他的药后就用手肘打碎椰子
看了那个之后我们就回了
回之前也买了一个 " 韩国神奇钱包 "
它能够自动把你的钱收好
在走去搭的士的时候用了很久的时间,因为越来越多人了
虽然这次搭巴士用了很多时间
但我还是很开心因为能够很朋友一起出去希望
下一次能再和他们出去玩=D


JeeJing =)


Me - Trying to act like a traveller...

Master Wong Fei Loong!!!

NameWee's new song...

check out this
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I Am The Chef.... =D

last tuesday i having my 1st kitchen practical in 2nd semester...
and this time it more complicated..
cause we spent 4 hours in the kitchen..
and prepare many types of food..
we were divided into 2 big group which each group lead by a " Chef Of The Day "
i was the " Chef Of The Day " ..
feel quite nervous while heard that from Shifu...
cause it means i have to take care all the thing,
from start til the end..
make sure everything is under control..
Shifu ask me to divided my group in to 4 small group to prepare d'frent food..
this is the Mise-en-place:

Garde Manger and Butcher :
Win Jin
Kar Haur
Alvin
( Chicken Sandwich and Garden Salad )

Entremetier :
Fei Yee
Hong Peng
Man Ting
Lai Yin
( Chicken Broth and French Onion Soup )

Saucier :
Pao Fong
Jared
Wei Ming
Chin An
Wei Teck
(Spaghetti Bolognaise and Roast Chicken With Giblet Gravy )

Patissier :
Fong Chin
Jia Hao
Jee JIng
Kien Sien
( Chilled Tropical Fruit Soup and Soft Rolls )

While we going to start our work..
Pao Fong was Faint,Possibly no having breakfast in the morning..
she force to rest in the restaurant..
after that,we start our work..
everyone enjoy doing their job..
Chef Mark and Chef Ronnie (i guess this is his name) was busy instructing ppl...
i stay with the Patissier the most..
and warm up the plate b4 serving..
after 2 and half hours..
all food almost done..
and Shifu asking all of us to serve the food..

below is some pictures on that day :


Me - Patterning With full Kitchen attire


I am the " Chef Of The Day "


With the Garde Manger and Butchers - Alvin and Win Jin


Garde Manger and Butchers are serving the sandwich..
Win Jin . Alvin . Kar Haur


Preparation before serving the food...


food is served.
waiting for Chef Mark and Chef Ronnie to taste..


Garden Salad


Roast Chicken With Giblet Gravy

Spagheti Bolognaise

Chilled Tropical Fruit Soup

" Mark Kor " is explaining the mistake that we done..

Time to eat!!!

The Saucier : Chin An

The Patissiers : Jee Jing . kien Sien

Albert from another group...

ahh~~~

our soft Rolls are the best on the world..

The Entremetier : Man Ting

Win Jin - she wil be the "Chef Of The Day " next week

Alvin - done the work til last...

Jee Jing -easy to order,cameron people always friendly..

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this was a very good experience for me to be a head chef..

trying to learn more in the following week..

i wanna thx all my team for doing a good job..

and sorry for not helping them so much..

especially the Saucier and Entremier...

i hope nxt time we wil done our job more successful..

=)

p/s : thx to those who sent me the pics and took pic for me to finish my Supervisor Report

Again.We Quarrel.I Dun Wish to Be Like That. Sorry,I Love You..

You called me.
and i know my voice is not friendly at all..
i really dun know why everytime we talk,
i will suddenly turn to be like that..
actually,
i really don't wish to quarrel with you..
and you aren't scolding me...
you just giving me some advice..
i knew you cried,
it's because of me..
i feel bad for that,
i even don't dare to say sorry..
i wil try to talk nicely to you in the future..
cause i know you are just care about me..
mayb i not having some friend that can really listen wat i thinking..
it making me feel quite pekcek sometime..
and recently i really didn't simply spent my money
i really hope you all can understand it..
and last thing..

SORRY,
MAMI AND PAPA
I LOVE YOU....
Muackssss ^ x ^

Exam Result.... =(

my exam result was release yesterday..

when i saw the result,

i was so happy cause there were no any ' D '

in my mind,i think D is the grade which mean failed...

there were just B and C..

but when i look below of the result..

it write :

You are required to resit KHHM1023, KHHM1063, KHHM1103

wat the.....

C- means Failed??? 0.o

i was so sad..

although i guess my result wil be bad..

i sit there..

thinking the three paper i have to resit...

it isn't a easy paper..

sumore this sem stil got the marketing and accounting paper which can kill me in a second..

should i continue study or not?

nobody can answer it..

Brother...

Finally i can meet v my brother - Kiat..

din c him for a long time..

i got many thing to talk v him but so bad it's not a good time that nite and i rush to go home..

hope can c him soon..

trying to kiss me..
act cool..
act cute?!

OHMYGOD!!

he is wearing LV underwear!!

Han Hwee's B'day..

while i was hving my holiday..
jiunn yeu tell me that han hwee's b'day was on friday..
then we think to buy him a cake and celebrate v him...
we ask him out to yamcha at the nite..
and we take out the cake when he not noticed..
the cafe's stuff was v kind and she play the Happy B'day song for us..
she turn off the light too..=)
Han Hwee was so happy..
and so us..
it's not many chances for me to celebrate friends' b'day..
below is the pics.. =)

The B'day boy is smiling.. =)
Me - trying to lick the cake,but han hwee is keeping his eyes on me...

Me - Feeding Tze Meng.. the boy bhind there,i guess u all knoe him gua? the Malaysia Idol - Daniel Lee XD

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p/s : he is not daniel but Wang Kiat XD

Hang Out v Old Friends...

in the holiday last two week,i hang out v Ting Wee And Jiunn Yeu..
well..i pick Ting Wee from the sch(my high school)..
b4 i went into the sch,
the guard ask me: ada ape hal?
i said : nak pergi pejabat
he : untuk ape?
me : jumpa kawan O.o (wat a stupig excuse)
he : o..ok tulis name dan masa masuk kat sini..
gv me the registry book and the visitor pass..
me : terima kasih ya
then i went to the library to meet ting wee..
no teacher saw me..
then i went to their classroom..
i saw few friends that we used to break the rules b4..
but nw they seem like quite hard working...
be v silent in the class..
i saw few F4 boys and they keep telling me i m nw WANTED!!
i knew it..
cause after the anty-mee-lantai song..
most of my friend kena minus their sasiah mark..
feel so sorry to them..
after pick up ting wee..
meet v jiunn yeu and we going to Batu Pahat by the most dangerous driver - Jiunn yeu's car..
and yea,he was the driver.. -.-"
not going to type anymore
just show few pics here..

the first time i saw fan in the toilet -.-"
Jiunn Yeu - the most dangerous driver!!

Ting Wee - owes lucky while playing bowling

Me - dun knoe play then just can pattern lo

The ball is heavy,that's y i cant make my hand be straight

Jiunn Yeu's suggestion to take this pic,he said can be a memories?!

i no think so..

ok..lastly.. having dinner at there too. i forget the restaurant's name but its food taste nice...